High-profile Sydney sex worker Amanda Goff, Samantha X, reveals her one regret

Australia’s most prominent escort, who left the business last year, has answered some of the most controversial questions about her time in the sex industry.

Journalist, author and former escort Amanda Goff, aka Samantha X, has shed light on her one regret about her time in the industry and opened up about that part of her life.

The 48-year-old, who is originally from the UK but now calls Australia home, said her only regret was having “big breasts”.

Reflecting on her career, she implored her followers to ask questions, with one wondering if she regretted any of the procedures she had undergone.

“It would be interesting to know if you regret any of the breast work or Botox etc that you have in your life as Samantha that you now have to live with in real life.” they asked on Instagram.

“Does this remind you of those memories (being good/bad)?”

Amanda was quick to respond, stating that she regretted her breast augmentation a bit.

“Even though I love my breasts, I also think I got a little too fat at times and I’m looking to (maybe) have them reduced at some point,” she explained.

“Sometimes I feel self-conscious about them and feel like people only know me…

“So yes, if you have to, breasts. Although in true bipolar fashion, I oscillate between loving them and hating them.”

Amanda also spoke candidly about her time in the industry and was open to answering any questions to help raise awareness and break down the stigma surrounding this line of work.

When asked if she ever regretted her time as an escort, she answered very honestly.

“In short, no,” he began.

“Despite the controversy, the trial, the stigma, the consequences, I don’t regret a single decision I made; from the output to my books, to the media.

“I wouldn’t trade the lessons I’ve learned, the compassion, empathy, resilience and authenticity I’m armed with for the world.

“I feel privileged to be a vehicle for men to open up and honored to somehow help women discover their sexuality.

“It hasn’t been easy for many reasons and sometimes I struggle a lot with guilt and shame, but what I’ve learned from men, women and myself is a gift

“I also learned that most people are hypocrites and that I can sniff out bullsh*t in nanoseconds.

Last year, Amanda announced she was ‘hanging up her boots’ for good in favor of her ‘traditional and conservative’ roots in a bid to get her life back on track.

In an exclusive interview with stellarrevealed that she would be ditching her famous pen name and embracing her real name, Amanda Goff.

This bold move also comes with a surprising shake-up of her current lifestyle, with Amanda opting to reclaim her “very traditional and conservative” identity.

“It makes a lot of sense why I created the character Samantha. From a young age, I was able to dissociate and compartmentalize part of my life,” she told Stellar.

“Creating Samantha was a way of dealing with certain traumas in my life, Samantha was a strong and powerful character, and Amanda was and is a bit introverted, very traditional and conservative.

“Before I went to work as Samantha, I would literally say ‘Showtime.’ I felt invincible.”

Amanda understands her switching between her two personalities as a manifestation of her bipolar diagnosis.

“At the time, I had no problem going public despite the shock from friends and family.

“It was like I couldn’t understand their concerns. I closed myself off. I was in a kind of level, which I now understand is a mania.”

Amanda says her years of bipolar confusion unlocked about her actions and behavior as Samantha X, her high-profile spy alter ego.

“Now the fog has started to clear, I’m ashamed of some of my choices, especially going public,” she revealed.

“I don’t recognize the woman who did this and it’s mortifying to me. I’m not blaming my bipolar or saying it’s all because of my bipolar.

“But would I have made those decisions if I’d been diagnosed and medicated? Chances are, I wouldn’t have been so public about it.”

Originally published as former escort Amanda Goff opens up about her time in the industry

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